Drowning So Deep

We had our chance to make this right, but it would never work out.
It wasn’t you or me, it was just never meant to be.
Our hearts have always been mended in directions of our doubt.
How can we force feelings that had no meaning?
I’m not hear to point the blame, but I knew what you were about.
So never will my tears be anything comforting.

I’m drowning so deep.
But I try to paddle to keep believing.
I’m buried beneath your feet.
But I try to dig to keep from suffering.
Our hearts will never meet.
So I can’t let this love keep breathing.

I’m lying down tonight watching the lights pass by, but I’m still dreaming.
I never could see myself ridding all these nightmares.
The whiskey bottle sits next to me, but I can’t stop myself from drinking.
How can I stay somber with you drowning in my fears?
All I have is the comfort of this bottle to keep myself from screaming.
We could never survive this hell we’ve suffered for years.

I’m drowning so deep.
But I try to paddle to keep believing.
I’m buried beneath your feet.
But I try to dig to keep from suffering.
Our hearts will never meet.
So I can’t let this love keep breathing.

She never looked so good with those deceiving eyes.
I never will accept anymore of those pathetic lies.
She grasps the knife and stabs deep inside.
The wounds burrow deep more than less for life.

I’m drowning so deep.
But I try to paddle to keep believing.
I’m buried beneath your feet.
But I try to dig to keep from suffering.
Our hearts will never meet.
So I can’t let this love keep breathing.